英语翻译I was blind,but I was ashamed of it if it was known.I re

英语翻译
I was blind,but I was ashamed of it if it was known.I refused to use a white
stick and hated asking for help.After all,I was a teenage girl,and I couldn’t
bear people to look at me and think I was not like them.I must have been a
terrible danger on the roads,Coming across me wandering through the traffic,
motorists probably would have to step rapidly on their brakes.Apart from that,
there were all sorts of disasters that used to occur on the way to and from
work.
One evening,I got off the bus about halfway home where I had to change
buses,and as usual I ran into something,“I’m awfully sorry,”I said and stepped
forward only to run into it again.When it happened a third time,I realized I
had been apologizing to a lamppost.This was just one of the stupid things that
constantly happened to me.So I carried on and found the bus stop,which was a
request stop,where the bus wouldn’t stop unless passengers wanted to get on or
off.No one else was there and I had to try to guess if the bus had
arrived.
Generally in this situation,because I hated showing I was blind by
asking for help,I tried to guess at the sound.Sometimes I would stop a big
lorry and stand there feeling stupid as it drew away.In the end,I usually
managed to swallow my pride and ask someone at the stop for help.
But on this
particular evening no one joined me at the stop; It seemed that everyone had
suddenly decided not to travel by bus.Of course I heard plenty of buses pass,
or I thought I did.But because I had given up stopping them for fear of making
a fool of myself,I let them all go by.I stood there alone for half an hour
without stopping one.Then I gave up.I decided to walk on to the next stop.

我是盲人,但如果被人知道这点我会感到很难为情,我拒绝使用白手杖,也讨厌寻求帮助.我终究只是一个十几岁的女孩,人们以异样的眼神看我的目光让我无法忍受.在路上,我漫步过马路时必定会遇上危险,摩托车手很可能不得不紧急刹车.除此之外,过去常常有各种各样的灾难发生在上下班路上.
一天晚上,我在回家中途必须换乘公交的地方下了公交车,像往常一样撞上了什么东西.“十分抱歉,”我边说边向前走却又再次撞上.当它再一次发生时,我意识到我一直在向一根路灯柱道歉.这只是时常发生在我身上的愚蠢的事之一.因此,我继续走然后找到了公交车站,那是一个招呼站,在这个站公车不会停下来,除非乘客想上下车.没有其他任何人在那儿,我不得不试着猜测公交车是否到了.
通常在这种情况下,我试着凭声音来猜测,因为我讨厌通过寻求帮助而显露出我是盲人.有时候我会拦下一辆大卡车,当它开走时我站在那儿感到愚蠢极了.最后,我通常设法收起我的骄傲,向车站的人寻求帮助.
但是在这个特殊的晚上,没有其他人在车站；似乎突然间没有人决定乘公交出门.当然,我听到了很多公交车经过的声音,或许我认为我听到了.但因为我已经放弃了让它们停下来,我害怕让自己看起来像个傻子,所以我任它们经过.我独自站在那儿半个小时,没有让一辆车停下.然后我放弃了,我决定步行到下一个车站.
我自己翻译的,纯手打.希望能帮上你.