英语翻译What 's up I do not know what i'm doing,how do I become

英语翻译
What 's up
I do not know what i'm doing,how do I become such a humble girl.
And I suddenly realized that life become increasingly long and nausea.
Seems to be sleeping in a black hole,the dumbfounding.
Surrounded by numerous suitors,they and you have formed a strong contrast to.
Why do I wronged their own,this's not how i am
Unhappy days are Sleepless nights.
I ’m happy that so many good friends around me,always be with me.
Less passion,more silence
I don't wanna find an excuse for you,and don't want to find excuse for myself.
Those important thing will always have his place
Partners are lost and found
What have you lost?nothing
I drained up my tears,there will be another one pleasing me
Why me...
whaterver they are that trouble your mind,
whenerver they come that impede your advance.
however they destory your passion and smile.
u r u
the love u one will love u stil
the like u one will stay with u still
a beautiful scenery u r in their heart
will not disapear as time gose by
a lovely flower u r in their mind
will not wither as seasons change
allow a bad u lives in your mind
just shows the good u to who u love who u like
unfair world we live in
responsibility isn't needed by everybody
to be sad ,to cry,to shout,to yell,
to be happy,to smile,to laugh,to sneer
to be quiet,to be calm.to keep silence
to be noisy,to be cheerful.to be talkative.
everything
as u like,
it is your life,
enjoy your mind,
Thanks!I think that told me that these people are true friends,which I sincerely want to be your friend.I have always been proud to do my own,but now the situation make me very embarrassed..I am isolated,which refers to emotional...Thanks again!
I do not think you're a humble girl.there ia a lot of excuse for many situation or for all of people in any time.But we can control ourselves to do something s-h-i-t and say something.In fact ,I do not know what happen to you and I can't ,maybe,say anything useful to you but just wish:All hope is not gone!
At last ,the key point is:I don't say English for about 2years because I have to learn the f*cking law so that I can be a f*cking lawer!I hate something but haveto fit it!You too.

发生了什么事?我不知道我在做什么,并且我怎么样做才能变成一个谦逊的女孩?我突然意识到变得如此的漫长和极度憎恶.就像长眠在一个黑洞当中,使我感到惊讶.周围有许多情愿的人,你和他们形成了鲜明的对比.为什么我做的事总是被他们忽视,这使我不知道该怎么做了,无数不愉快的白天化作无眠的长夜.我是快乐的,因为我周围有许多好朋友,并且他们总是陪伴着我.缺少激情,更多的沉默.对你我不想找任何借口,对我自己也是一样的.那些重要的事情总是会有属于他们自己的地方.伙伴的丧失和找到.那么你又丧失了什么?什么都没有.我流尽了泪水,对于我来说那将是另一种快乐.为什么我会...无论他们多么令你心烦意乱,无论何时他们来影响你的进步,无论他们怎样毁灭你的激情和微笑.u r 爱你的那个人将依旧爱你 这就像你爱的那个人将依旧同你在一起 你就像一幅美丽的风景永远留在他们的心中 不会随着时间的流逝而消失 你就像一棵美丽的花朵留在他们心中 不会因季节的改变而凋谢 允许一个坏的你留在你的心中 仅仅是为了表明美好的哪是你所热爱的,哪个是你所喜欢的 我们生活在一个不公平的社会 不需要每个人都承担责任 去悲伤 去哭泣 去大声呼喊 变得快乐 去微笑 去大笑 去冷笑 去变得沉默并保持沉默 去吵闹 去变得总是兴高采烈 变得喜欢唧唧咋咋 所有的事情 正如你所喜欢的一样 这就是你的生活 爱上你自己 我认为这告诉我这些的才是我真正的朋友 我真挚的想要成为你的朋友 我总是以我曾经拥有的感到自豪 但现在的情形使我感到很尴尬 ..我感到像是被孤立了 这一切归因于感情 我并不认为如你所说你是个谦虚的女孩 在任何时间对于那些情形或所有的人来说都有许多借口来搪塞 但对于我们来说我们可以选择对那些事说狗屎或其他什么 事实上,我不知道在你身上发生了什么并且我也帮不上你什么忙 也许说上一切有用的话都抵不上一个祝愿：并不是所有的希望都已经泯灭了!最后,关键是我已经不使用英语大概两年了因为我不得不去学f*cking 法律,为此我可以成为一个f*cking 律师 我憎恨一些事但不我不得不去适应它!你也是.